the world essentially for me and you

we live in a world that revolves around many central themes, this is a contradiction on its own.
I'm not even talking about the airflare that a bboy does or how our planes spiral down the airways. Its the life unattached to all other parts of life. It simply does not exist.

and so it hurts

any logical mind is capable of sieving through remnants of our sobriety before the devising of certain concrete plans of placing ourselves right on track. IT MEANS Cutting STRAIGHT TO THE POINT. we often miss out this important point and end up jeopardising our own lives at the expense of others in the mix as well. If we are such frail creatures, we shouldn't be allowed to wield such influence over another being capable of even more grievious hurt. We need protection.

Most of the time, unlike the protection orders marching from the court doors, we need an inner sanctuary, a place where we can retreat if the noise or human traffic gets to us.

ever had a day go by without yr bus being late, a stain on the blouse, hair in a mess and a MASSIVE headache to boot. that's not all, this emotional fracas continues back at work or in school, the deadlines pile up like dead corpses that has gone gooey in a putrefied mess.

We could do less with those days, can't we all.
To be Reasonable, we can't expect everyday to be blooming daisies but the least that we can ( low requirements) is to minimise the hubris that huddle us on a daily basis.

We put out floodgates, install exits, plan evacuation routes, a lil of one grand scheme at a time.
Nobody needs einstein's brilliance to chalk out the blueprints of salvation.
its taking lego blocks of determination, stacking it with follow up plans, wall of a castle before the next.

First things first,
can what u do help what u want to do
can who u been with assist u in what u do
can time be of more use when u do what u do
can yr answers justify yr actions for doing so
can u face the mirror and fail to see yr evil twin back at the neck
can u just take a piece of paper and write what u must do now before things get worse

are u a crisis waiting to unfold, are u a letter that will never be sent, are you going to be same everchanging you?

i think living with yrself is much harder than living with anyone else
its the responsibility towards other ppl that forces u to conform.
being aware doesn't equate doing the things to our heart's desires
the good virtues and the righteous orgasm of being true has a dissipated dream of broken wings

i lie for gd, can it be any gd
i confess to atone, nothing can be redeemed
i love you like hell, i burn within

i see a way out
do u?